2023-04

As a child, I was punished by my mother. Of course, it was my lies and pranks that got me punished. Everything was my fault. Gradually, however, my mother began to punish me even when I was not at fault. It seemed to me that my mother was punishing me for her own pleasure.

I used to have sex with my grandmother. She is grandmother on my father's side. Of course I understand that morally incest is not good. It is the same in Japan, where I live. My relationship with my grandmother was voluntary and not forced. Therefore, I am not a victim.

In our family, there was a “family secret” that only the members of the family knew about. That “family secret” was, as it turns out, our sexual relationship. It started when my mother “punished” me by turning me into an M man, which was an accident, so to speak. As a result, it developed into an incestuous relationship involving my mother and grandmother.

I am a pervert who involuntarily feels when I am spanked. To a normal person, such a thing might be hard to believe. My mother slaps my ass while squeezing my cock.

My family was not a mother-son household, but my father was truly a Showa-era workaholic and was always absent. All men in Japan at that time were like this. My mother was a housewife who never had a job, and when I came home from school, it was always just the two of us. This was also a very common family at that time.

There is something I have always wondered since I was a child. For some reason, my mother is obsessed with enemas. For some reason, my mother likes enemas and butt holes.

My mother wanted to control my body as a child for whatever reason. I guess she wanted to check how I was growing up. My mother was particularly concerned about my sexuality. I think it was because she grew up as a young lady and was “inexperienced” with men.

It was my mother who first gave me the opportunity to become sexually awakened. From the time I was a kindergartener, I was punished by being stripped naked and having my ass poked several times a month. Because of this influence, I was rather awakened to the “M” side of SM before I was awakened to “sex”.